ONLY WAITING!!
WHEN THIS LONG NIGHT WOULD PASS ?
SUN WOUD RISE
AGAIN I WOULD SMILE WITH THESE STONES AND PEBBLES,
CARRYING MY WORN OUT LIFE.
I AM PRETTY SCARED OF THIS NIGHT
MIGHT IT ENGULF ME WHOLLY.
I CAN’T DO ANY MORE, IT’S SO SOLITARY!!
PAIN DOESN’T FLUSH AWAY WITH TEARS,
WHY IT HAPPENED WITH ME??
HERE AGAIN, MY PAST IS CUNNINGLY URGING ME
TO ENTER INTO THE WORLD OF SUFFERING.
I DON’T HAVE ANY INTEREST !!
COULD YOU PLEASE HELP ME A BIT ??
I WOULD COSSET YOU I MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE,
I SWEAR!!
DON’T BE SCARED!!
I WON’T GIVE YOU PAIN, IN FACT
I WOULD MAKE YOU TO SMILE .
YOUR LIFE WOULD BE FILLED WITH
A LOT OF GOOD FORTUNE !!!

ASH & PAIN

HOLDING THE FIST OF ASH, OF A HALF WAY BURNT HEART
I SEARCH PROFUSELY MY LIFE
MANY SUCH MOON LIT NIGHTS !!
EXTINGUISHED, THE FIRE OF DREAMS FROM WITH IN THIS HEART
WITH PAINFUL TEARS OF THESE HARASSED EYES
POUNCES THE WAVES OF PAST MEMOIRS,
LIVING WITH A HOPE OF COMPLETE BLANK
JUST TO SHED INEXHAUSTIBLE TEARS.
THERE ONCE CAME A VIVID ROMANTICISM WITH IN THIS HEART
BUT,
DIDN’T GET A WAY OUT IN THE HEAVY FOG OF THIS HEART.
WITH HEAVY BURDEN OF SORROWS ON MY EXISTENCE,
HE GAVE ME A HALF BURNT STICK FOR SUPPORT IN LIFE,
IN A DEATH LIKE DARK NEW MOON NIGHT !!!

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A VEHEMENT SEARCH

IN A SERENELY SILENT NIGHT,
ON THIS MOTHER EARTH,
IN THE LAP OF PROFUSE DARKNESS
EXUDES A DREAM, A PAINFUL CRY OF THIS MORTAL BODY.
SEARCHES VEHEMENTLY WITH
HEAVILY POUNCING VISCERAL PAIN,
ONE AND ONLY ONE CARING HEART.
THERE’S MUCH MORE TEARS THAN THE RAIN
IN THESE EYES,
MORE PASSION IN THIS BREAST
THAN IMMENSE SUFFERING,
MUCH MORE HEAT IN THIS BODY
THAN THE UNQUENCHABLE FIRE.
COMPLETE DESPAIR !!
WHO’S GOING TO GET THROUGH
THESE INTRUSIVE FEELINGS
OF THIS HEART !!
NOT ABLE TO UNDERSTAND MYSELF, EVEN.
THERE’S NO END TO THIS SUFFERING,
STILL I AM ALIVE.
ONLY TO KILL THIS PREDATOR PAIN
WITHIN MY MORTAL EXISTENCE.
WHOM DO I DESCRIBE THIS ??
HAVE ALREADY GOT INNUMERABLE
INSULTS AND DETESTATION !!
INSIDE MY HEART,
I PROVIDE IMMENSE LOVE AND AMITY,
BUT, NOBODY IS THERE TO PERCEIVE.
SHE IS HARASSED, SPEECHLESS, HOPELESS.
CONSIDERS EVEN A TINY FEATHER AS A SUPPORT,
THIS NIGHT WOULD BE DISPELLED,
WITH A SUNRISE, NO DOUBT !!
BUT AGAIN AFTER THIS,
THE SAME INTENSIFIED PAINFUL NIGHT
WOULD APPEAR.
HOW AM I GOING TO BEAR THIS ??
IS IT THE HELL OF INCESSANT SUFFERING ??
THEN WHY SHOULD I FEAR THE DEATH ??
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NO MOON …… ONLY INSANE BLACK CLOUDS!

ON THAT DAY, THERE WAS NO MOON
IN THE SKY,
ONLY PREVAILING WERE SOME INSANE
BLACK CLOUDS OF THE EMPIRE OF
IMAGINATION.
OF COURSE THERE WAS THE PRESENCE OF
TOUCHING THE FIANCE DEEPLY.
SOME THOUGHTS AND LOVE FILLED LANGUAGE.
O MY FRIEND !!
I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND YOU
WHILE DID YOU UNDERSTAND ME, THEN ??
DID YOU GET THROUGH MY LOVE FOR YOU ??
WHY ARE YOU SO HARASSED AND HOPELESS TODAY ??
PLEASE DON’T BE DESPERATE !!
I YEARN FOR YOU MORE THAN
MY LIFE.
AND I WILL CONTINUE FOR THE
TIME IMMEMORABLE.
I WOULD SEARCH YOU IN EACH DROP
OF MY TEARS.
OUR LIVES ARE WHAT, ONLY WAITING
UNENDING AND UNINTERRUPTED.
IMMENSE HARDSHIPS AND PAIN !!
DIDN’T WE REALIZE THAT ??
DIDN’T WE REALIZE THAT
THIS LOVE FOR EACH OF US
IS INTRICATELY FILLED WITH
THE DEEPEST EVER PAIN ??
BUT THEN,
WHY MOURNING OUT OF PAIN ??
O MY DEAR !!
LET’S BEAR THIS PAIN BEING TOGETHER
AND IN FACT ONE ENTITY.
LET’S SEARCH VIVIDLY OUR LOVE
IN THESE PAINFUL TEARS OF OURS
AND OF COURSE,
SEARCH THE BOUNDARIES OF DEATH
IMBUING WITH THIS DEEPEST PAIN
ABLAZE WITH THIS FIRE OF HARDSHIPS !!

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AFTER THE DARK, I THINK OF YOU………

IN THIS CITY, AFTER COMPLETE DARK
I THINK OF YOU, IN THE MOON LIT NIGHT.
IN THE PROFUSE DARKNESS OF THIS NIGHT
A TINY STREAK OF THE LIGHT
EMITTED FROM THE CANDLE IN MY HAND
AND YOUR SWEET FACE IS ENLIGHTENED.
BUT, I AM DESPERATE TO TOUCH YOU,
COME SEE ME OUNCE AT LEAST !!
TODAY’S HELPLESSNESS AND MY
BEING COMPELLED.
HOW THIS HEART IS STRUGGLING
TO UNITE WITH YOU.
THE COOL MOONLIGHT IS UNABLE TO
PROVIDE A SOLACE IN ME, TODAY !!
IT’S JUST USELESS, WITHOUT YOU,
O MY HEART !!
I YEARN FOR THE SWEET TUNE OF YOUR
SWEETEST LIPS OF YOURS.
EVEN FOR A SLIGHTEST,
IF THE NECTAR DROPS FROM YOUR LIPS
I WILL BE AWAKENED TO MY SPEED.
OURS LIPS WOULD BE UNITED
AND BIRDS WOULD START CHIRPING
THE WIND WOULD WHISPER OUR
AFFAIR IN OUR EARS !!

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MEMORIES OF PAST DAYS

CAN’T YOU REMEMBER TODAY, MY HEART
THE LOVING MEMOIRS OF THOSE PAST DAYS !!
IN MY PATHWAY, THERE CAME ONCE
AN ENCHANTING SPRING.
BUT LEFT ME WITH UNFATHOMABLE
OCEAN OF TEARS.
IN THE DESERT THERE WAS A HOPE
BUT NOBODY UNDERSTOOD ITS VIBRATIONS
DEEPLY GENERATING WITH IN THIS LONELY HEART.
IN THE HEAVY SHOWER OF TEARS
FLUSHED AWAY, ALMOST EVERYTHING.
MY DREAMS WERE SCATTERED
IN AN UNKNOWN TYPHOON.
THERE ONLY PREVAILED
SOME DROPS OF TEARS IN MY EYES
AND UNKNOWN VIBRATIONS
IN THE CORE OF MY HEART.
O MY DEAR HEART !!
THIS ALSO HAPPENED.
COME MY DEAR HEART !!
LET ME WET YOU PROFUSELY
WITH MY TEARS,
REMAINING TOO FAR FROM THIS WORLD. 

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NO ANSWER FOR EVERY WHY

THERE IS NO ANSWER FOR EVERY “WHY”
THE “WHY” PREVAILING IN MY HEART.
TRYING TO RECONSTRUCT THIS
WRECKED AND WORN OUT HEART.
BUT WHY DO I INCUR SO MUCH OF PAIN
INSIDE MY VERY EXISTENCE ??
IS HE NOT GOING TO UNDERSTAND
MY LOVE, ONCE AT LEAST, IN THIS
LIFE TIME ??
IS IT NOR HIS RESPONSIBILITY
TO PROBE INTO MY TEARS ??
I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING
ANYTHING IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE !!
I SIMPLY CAN’T DO ANY MORE !!
SHARE A FEW WORDS OF LOVE WITH ME
AND TRY TO GET THROUGH MY
FEELINGS AT LEAST !!
YOU KNOW !! IN THE ACT OF LOVING YOU
I EARNESTLY DIE ALMOST EVERY MOMENT,
IN A DESIRE OF GETTING YOUR LOVE ONLY !!
HOW MUCH PAIN YOU ARE GOING TO
PONCE UPON ME ??
WOULD THAT CONTINUE TILL
THE BREATH PASSES FROM THIS MORTAL
BODY OF MINE ??
I WILL CONTINUE TO YEARN FOR YOU
TILL MY LAST BREATH, IN THIS WAY.
KEEPING THIS FEELING DEEPLY HIDDEN
WITH IN MY HEART, I WILL DIE ONE DAY.
LET ME SEE HOW MUCH MORE PAIN
YOU CAN PONCE UPON ME AFTER THAT
INCIDENT !!

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THE PATH OF AN UNENDING WAITING

O MY FRIEND !!
THERE CAME SUCH A NIGHT, ONCE
I SEARCHED YOUR LOVE BEING BURNT
CONSISTENTLY.
THE DEEP DARK RUG OF THE NIGHT
FILLED IMMENSE UNDULATIONS
IN MY EXISTENCE.
ON MY CHEEKS THERE OOZED TEARS LIKE
A DENSE COLLOID.
MY HEART WAS FILLED WITH
YOUR IMAGE EVERYWHERE.
I HAD WAITED TO TELL YOU MY
UNTOLD STORIES.
BUT , MY DEAR !!
THE UNTOLD STORIES WERE DUMPED LIKE
MERE TALKS.
SEARCHING CONTINUOUSLY AND HARD,
I DIDN’’T GET YOU, AS WELL.
THERE ROSE SUCH A MIGHTY SAND STORM
DEEP IN MY HEART,
I COULDN’T OPEN MY EYES AT ALL.
YOUR IMAGE GOT FADED IN THAT TYRANNIC
STORM.
WITH AN EXHAUSTED AND WORN OUT BODY,
I COULDN’T WALK ANY MORE.
PLEASE, COME BACK !!
TAKE ME NEAR YOU HOLDING MY HAND.
I AM NOT ABLE TO WALK ANY MORE
ON THIS PATH OF UNENDING WAITING !! 

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I AM A SENSATIONAL WORD OF PAIN 

I AM A SENSATIONAL WORD OF PAIN
IMMENSELY EMBEDDED DEEP IN MY HEART
ETERNAL LOVE FOR YOU.
HOW CAN I TELL YOU THIS, O MY HEART !!
THE MORE I SEE YOU, THE MORE DISCONTENTED
I FEEL ABOUT BINDING YOUR LOVE
WITH IN MY MORTAL EXISTENCE!
I KNOW!! THE MEANING OF LOVE
IS NOT JUST LOVING NOR PLOTTING.
LOVE MEANS – AN ABSOLUTE SATISFACTION!!
IS IT THAT, LOVE MEANS ONLY PAINFUL TEARS??
I AM WAITING TO LISTEN A WORD
FROM YOU, MY HEART.
YOU TELL THIS !!
HAVE YOU EVER SEARCHED THE LOVE ??
IN FACT THERE IS NO SUBJUGATION
OF THE CONSCIENCE AND OF COURSE,
EVERY LIFE THAT EXIST IN THIS
ENTIRE DOMAIN OF THE IMMENSELY VAST
UNIVERSE.
SO WHERE FROM THIS LOVE WOULD
BE GET ANNIHILATED, FROM THIS
NATURE THE CREATOR OF EVERYTHING ??
YOU ARE THERE, BUT WHERE AM I ??
I WILL CRY A LOT,
BUT TEARS WON’T BE SHED.
I WANT TO CRY,
BUT I WOULD NOT BE VISIBLE.
DEEP INSIDE MY UNDULATING CONSCIOUSNESS
THERE REIGNS THE UNAFFECTED LOVE.
THERE ARE MAD CLOUDS IN THE SKY,
BUT THERE PREVAILS THE
RAINY NIGHT IN THESE EYES . 

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BRUISED MEMOIRS

ONE WHO HAS CRUSHED THE BELIEF,
HE IS NOT TO BE TRUSTED UPON AGAIN,
YOU WOULD GET VISCERAL PAIN OUT OF THAT.
NOTHING GOOD ONE CAN GAIN THROUGH THAT.
ONE WHO DOESN’T KNOW
HOW TO LOVE, ONCE WE LOVE THAT INDIVIDUAL
WE ARE BOUND TO GET IMMENSE PAIN
AND THE DEEPEST ANGUISH.
IF YOU ARE COMING, THEN PLEASE COME
INTO THE CORNERS OF MY WET EYES,
JUST AS RAINDROPS.
YOU WOULD MOVE ACROSS THE CLIFFS
AS IF A COMPLETE STRANGER
IN MY COPIOUSLY BRUISED MEMOIRS!!

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PROBABLY YOU LOVED MY SMILE

WHAT’S THIS, MY HEART??
YOU REMAINED ALOOF FROM ME.
MIGHT BE MY LOOK WOULD NOT
BE APPRECIATED BY THOU!
MY EYES HAD GOT EXHAUSTED
AND FATIGUED INORDINATELY.
PROBABLY YOU LOVED MY SMILE
THOU YOU POURED AMPLE TEARS
IN MY EYES.
YOU FILLED WITH IN ME
UNCEASING SADNESS,
HOW WOULD I TELL THIS
AND TO WHOM DO I TELL THIS!!
TEARS ARE NOT DRYING AT LEAST
THOU DAYS ARE PASSED SWIFTLY
NIGHTS FILL WITH IN ME ANGUISH.
THERE REMAINS ENGRAVED YOUR
LOVING MEMORIES,
LYING DEEP WITHIN MY VERY EXISTENCE,
WITH A QUEST OF TOUCHING YOU,
A QUEST OF GETTING ETERNAL HOPE.
BUT, THOU SELDOM UNDERSTAND THIS!!  

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I HAVE NO REGRETS

You be in sea or you be in the sky
Or else be in a blaze or in tears
I go on searching your tiny cute eyes,
For the whole of my existence
Keeping all these beautiful memoirs
under my breast.

You consider it to be true or false
How I can explain you, my heart
Without you, everything is just a false.
I am not wet in the shower of rain
I am wet in tears deeply
Could it be that if one gets wet in the shower,
the immense sorrowful existence
is wiped out, even a slightest?
I don’t know, why, you might be thinking about me
You will be the very words of my poetry
of this colorless life of mine.

Take whole of my life span
Give all your sorrows and pain to me
When I go to cremation ground
Ditch me even,
shading two drops of tears only.
I have no regrets!

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TEARS OF A TAVERN

O my friend!

Have you ever understood?

Have you tried to understand,

the tavern’s sorrows?

Try to get through at least once.

Today, I am the tavern

and thou the traveler.

Receding away with

giving out a tiny streak of light

I have never asked –

Why did you come?

Why did you enter deep into,

this bruised heart?

And sprouted a handful of

emotions and deepest outbursts

in my very breast.

Below the horizon of hopes

this tavern, today, being desperate,

shed tears

in the memory of your loving presence.

To whom should I tell?

Why should I tell?

Who else is there?

Who is there to listen to its sorrows?

Only you can pour joy within its life

Truly, are you coming once more,

into the domain of the hope of this solitary tavern?

You will dispel out the,

darkness shrouded

in the mid of this four wall.

Is it that the

tavern would get an impression of light

on its mortal body?

It will thus gain,

the impression of its love

and a sign of peace and content.

Isn’t that true?

You vehemently come into the

solitary pathways of my hope.

You give out a fragrance

in my garden of hope.

You are my full moon

and I am your water-lily.

This solitude night

for you and me only

Could lily be existing without

the moon?

Now, tell me, my friend.

Why are you so far from me?

I can’t bear any more.

I cry with prostrating myself, bitterly.

Please, bind me,

tight within your arms.

Gaze on me innocently, once please.

Your peeping into my eyes, would

fill deep sleep within my eyes.

Let’s start

searching our love,

deep in that sleep;

with a sense of oblivion towards

all these sorrowful poetry!

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